The Reunion~

Third trimester??Comes to an end...

Its the very last day to call after all those hectic war. very similar to any other groups, TZ18 planned themselves final reunion too~BBQ...
Of course...the atmosphere of this final seems to have much different from the initial ones...and it had much expected actually.
For some reasons, the naiveness, the smile, the face, the joys and the excitation that every member once posseses, had faded.We all act differently from the memories we had for each other.
While for myself, i'd been trying to be a livewire so hard all the while, trying to stir up the "hotness". I guess it may be kinda tired, and even get to be boring at times~
Somehow, complicated feels grabbed me... for this very small reunion dinner, really make myself first time, felt satisfied, felt undone, felt meaningless and a mix with bit of sorrow.
How disappointing for me to tell that~ there aint even a picture of the last moment of us gathering.
It's not usually like this..there used to be a group's private cameraman..he catches all those happy times..and all those significant smiles..and certainly, some naughty deeds included..even some small unseen details might sometimes,becomes the header..but..not anymore
Maybe he too feels tired or unnecessary.
A simple key to those complications~ we are not ourselves anymore.

Talking about group, TZ18 once was envied by many other groups..
The frequently discussed??
 your group was like a family~
my group members are so dead~
its fun,huh??

But yesterday, the direction of the wind had changed.. its my turn to throw random envy glances at them
I really enjoy watching them throwing water balls and splashing constantly..most important~fragments of memories was taken (i mean pictures)~
I so so hope that we will be nothing less..at least a lil' treat will make the day?
Flashes of the unforgettable strucked me. I recalled those times we had had..very much "live-lier" than them which now, had been turned into untold myths, ladened well inside us...i still prefer those times..a lot

Despite all that, some friends may actually gift you a pain reserved, nothing less than a stab in the fragile heart
He was the once a very best friend of mine, or brothers..but not anymore..not even a simplest friend we could be..and thats a real ebbing to be heard yea~
Indeed, people changed and grow..."welcome to life"

Anyhow, this group, these friends are still brilliant the way they are..
hmm..what i've like to say??regret was mere a word to me..
i still enjoy to be with them till the very last seconds..and its worthwhile...really do that, i can see, each of us treasures much these chain of friendship...never wanting to lose these valuables..