hmm...what am i suppose to describe myself lately??~very free...but buzy
lazy till the last minute..thats what you can tell
events have been working out its changes since the initial of this semester
i learned up bunches of friendly figures here in this fairly new dorm
that something i'd lost...i gained back pieces of it eventually
not all of it...just that the appearance is no more similar
nothing is perfect though..the flow will not follow our direction very often
the days are doing pretty fine...just that there's "bugs" tingling in my mind
stuffs that i care much...but do not know what have to be done..
the fews that understand me well, will know what im trying to deliver
despair...the "fews" might had extincted...
how i oughted for a person to pour out my trues...the one that plays good listener well
somehow, the storyline developes its loneliness without owning any one of them
peoples always say,"hand over to god..he'll make your path.."
so now, can i pray to reveal a lil' that you'd carved out for me?
i need your assistance, to bless me over these mess..

最近很少回家了呢。。虽然有点想家

但是回到了那处却有种陌生

跟家人的关系比路人来的要差。。

误会随着距离慢慢的增长

见到爸妈总会跟他两交战一场

其实心底很不愿
我们各有自己的想法，各有自己的难处

面对这些事情总会很矛盾，压力。。

妈三番四次的问道。。问为什么你总是不回家，连电话都不打一通回来？

妈挂念儿子却又不能相见。。听了都有点心酸吧

心知他是想我好的。。但是自己却办不到，忍不住。。

话说多了就演变成恶作剧

明白到彼此的心都会很疼，真的不想

人就是犯贱的。。

小孩时就想出去看看世界，觉得家只是个比较大的笼子而已

成年了，遇到错则却不想去面对，选择逃避。。

想着想着。。从前那纯真的笑脸是多么的幸福
期望寻回遗失了的温暖。。

遗憾的，他已经掉了。。捡不回了

眼看见朋友们的家人都会探望自己的孩子，真的有少许羡慕呢
很好奇他们之间可以很亲切，笑笑的
有时候会令我回忆起很多很多“从前的故事”
怀念起爸妈送我的第一个把具枪，
大姐每我吃饭的情景，跟三四姐玩盲公盲婆的晚上，
这一切一切我都曾拥有。。只能怪自己没有好好的去珍惜，去捉紧
但是后悔不再是个问题了
有个朋友告诉我应该回家的，至少让父母看看你的脸孔，放下他们的思念
只是这几天发生的事情并不少。。很想说句
对不起。。